I have an active sex life, however I admit that I can only get together with my sissy cucks and bulls, together at the same time, a few times a month. We’re all busy and to coordinate all of our schedules is difficult.  Most of the men, even the frilly little cocksucking fag sissies are  are successful and intelligent men in their day to day life.  In fact this is what makes the dynamic so special because the moment they walk through my door I call the shots and its all about me. Even my Bulls understand that I prefer to be on top and in charge. Although they don’t call me Mistress or kneel, they do understand that when I beckon, they respond and that they are there to please me.  I also love the dynamic of a strong, intelligent man alpha male that can strip off that everyday facade and relinquish control to me as my cocksucking sissy slut.  The moment they walk through the door and are ordered to strip before me, prepared for inspection, I start to see the shift in their energy. It’s like foreplay as we exchange power and prepare to step into our special world. It’s special and perhaps its better that it happens on special occasions.

I have this black bull named J. He is a successful MARRIED lawyer with a huge 10 inch black cock.  I actually met him at a spiritual conference and found him to be polite and sweet. After a few glasses of wine it was evident that there was a strong sexual attraction between us. I had been with a few black men in the past and really loved the whole interracial sex – white woman, black man, huge cock scene.  His cock is divine. My pussy twitches just thinking about it.  We hooked up and agreed to get together now and then.  He lives in Maryland, works in DC and I’m outside Richmond, VA.  Every now and then our schedules gel and we spend hours fucking.

Through email and phone I explained to J that I was into cuckolding and that it would turn me on to watch a little sissy faggot suck his big beautiful black monster cock.  Surprisingly he agreed without much convincing. Later I learned he had done it many times before and also enjoyed the humiliation of a forced bi cock sucking sissy scene.  I told him about another lawyer from North Carolina, a white macho, “thinks he all that” kind of man. He owns a huge law firm, use to being in control and calling the shots. Little does his peers and friends know that  he looks better in a pink party dress, mary janes, a diaper and wig. (laughing)    I call this little frilly sissy “Mary the Cum Bucket Whore”.

Mary has been dressing since his teen years. Successfully he kept it hidden from his family and even his wife for many years.  Dressing like a sissy and being humiliated helped him relieve the stress in his life and find balance in his world. Still if you asked Mary which he would choose, if the world were a different place, he’d choose Mary.  When I meet him for lunch in his suit and public facade he is tense and unable to focus on me or anyone else. The moment the sissy dress goes on he instantly starts to change.  He is also a diaper wearing sissy which sinks him even deeper into sissy subjugation.  I prefer him this way. In fact I told him I wasn’t meeting him for lunch any more and that in the future he would fetch lunch, wine and serve me at home, as it should be.

I have been fucking with a strapon dildo for a year now. We’ve gone from a small butt plug to an 8 inch realistic cock.  Mary is required to wear a plug and panties 24 hours prior to our meeting, under his suit at work.  Mary also keeps various sex toys, including several sizes of dildos in a special locked briefcase.  Whenever possible Mary is instructed to keep his sissy pussy and cocksucking sissy mouth in good practice. I teased Mary about sucking a real man and it always turned him on, however Mary had never been with a man…until now.

J is a handsome man, very gentle and I can talk to him for hours. I can spend an entire weekend with J without getting bored.  He was able to get away a few days and had some business in Richmond. Of course I wanted to see him. I had also spoke with Mary and asked him if he could serve dinner to myself and a friend. Mary had served lunch to me and my girlfriends. In Mary’s mind this was going to be a girl lunch.  I allowed Mary to think this for a few hours and decided that even though I would have love to seen the look on Mary’s face when she saw J that it would be best to prepare him and give him the consensual option. I love Mary and would never do anything to hurt him, however the thought of it made me wet. So I called Mary and explained that he would be serving myself and a bull. Mary hesitated for a moment and I could even hear him start to breath heavy, struggling with a reply.

“Mary this would turn me on so much.” I told him.

Those simple words pull a lot of weight in Mary’s world because Mary wants nothing more then to please me. He agreed to arrive before J came to dinner and Mary agreed to even cook and serve dinner.

I allowed Sissy Mary to take a bubble bath with me. Together we dressed like two girlfriends on a double date.

Mary impressed me like never before. He showed up at 5pm with bags of food, flowers and wine. Mary happens to be an excellent cook and prepared a sea bass with risotto and homemade mango chutney. Mary set the table, candles, flowers and created a playlist of my favorites- Vangelis , Art of Noise, some R & B. Mary was putting  a lot into this but you could also tell he was nervous. His sissy maid outfit was drenched in sweat.  An hour before J was arrive Mary asked if he could freshen up and change into another outfit.  I wanted Mary to relax and I was proud of how he was handling things. The dinner, the wine, everything simply perfect. I allowed Sissy Mary to take a bubble bath with me. Together we dressed like two girlfriends on a double date. I wore a long black satin negligee with a slit all the way up my leg and a pair of black patent leather mules. Mary wore his sissy bambino diapers and a black and white ruffled sissy party dress. The dress was ultra short so I suggested a pair of rumba panties over the sissy diaper. He also had white lace stockings and a pair of high heel mary jane shoes.

The doorbell rang and I sent Mary to answer. Mary turned, looked at me and his lips trembled.

“Its ok honey, I’m right here. Go answer the door.” I told him.

Mary brought J into the den and I could tell Mary was surprised not only that he was black but what a stunning specimen of a man he is. Mary fetched us wine. When it was time for dinner Mary served us in an elegant fashion. While we ate dinner we flirted and talked. It was so romantic. I had Mary kneel by my chair as I fed her my left overs.  Several times through the meal I made it a point to lift Mary’s dress and reveal his panties and diaper. J chuckled and Mary blushed.  We decided to have dessert by the fireplace in the den. Mary brought fresh berries and REAL whipped cream because he knows this is my favorite. I also love putting berries and whipped cream on my pussy for Mary to eat so maybe Mary had a hidden agenda? (laugh)

We ate the little cakes, berries and cream. Mary knelt by the table awaiting his next command. I decided it was time for Mary’s dessert. I pulled J’s cock out of his pants, all 10 inches, covered it in whipped cream and instructed Mary to lick it off. You should have seen how delicious that that beautiful black cock looked covered and whipped cream and then watching Mary’s pink tongue lick it off.  In-between stroking and sucking I popped raspberries into Mary’s mouth.  Together Mary and I licked the berry juice from his cock.

I couldn’t stand it any more.  My pussy wanted to eat that big black cock.  I took off my panties and mounted him cowgirl style. I had Mary get between out legs and lick my clit while I fucked J.  His cock pressed against me thrusting in and out of my wet swollen pussy. I ejaculated all over sweet Mary’s face and she moan deliciously. With my hands planted firmly on J’s thighs I moved back and forth milking that black cock until he shot his creamy load into my pussy. I then threw Mary down onto the bed, smashed my pussy on his face and made him slurp out every single drop of my cream pie.

After we all sat around talking and having a great time. Mary massaged our feet and gave us back rubs. At one point J bent over and kissed Mary on the lips. I never seen Mary glow so much! We went to bed with Mary sleeping between us. She was a happy little slut. Next time I’ll make sure Mary gets fucked with that big black cock but I think he needs some more training to handle that monster black cock.

I’ll keep you posted. make sure you’re subscribed to my blog for updates.

Love,

Josephine

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I’m sure many of you get a deep sexual welling inside where you find yourself submissive but as soon as you orgasm the urge dissipates. While your cock is hard you feel sooooo submissive to the point that your cock twitches but when you cum it’s all over or at least until the next time.

There’s another problem. While rock hard you make promises and then when the session is over you feel guilty about calling again, right? In your attempt to make it real you agree to a follow up assignment or anything else I suggest as long as you can satisfy your sexual longing. You never seem to follow through because the truth is the urge has left and back to life as usual.

It doesn’t have to be so complicated. I can totally understand how you feel because on the opposite end of the spectrum I go through the same thing, although I am naturally dominant in my sexuality and personal life, I am more “ON” when my dominance is seduced. Why can’t we agree to take make that fantasy as real as possible and just pick up from where we left off the next session? It’s really pretty easy. Just pop me an email be honest and we’ll engage each other in a hot ass femdom phone sex call. When you do your next session send me another email and outline what we did in our previous session and that this next call is a follow-up. Simple.

Now if you ARE truly interested in an actual slave  or sissy training program or cock control then you should convince me you’re sincere. Simply following up with an email to request an assignment and then complete the assignment. Although its not expected tributes/tips are always very much appreciated. After a call stay on the line and you’ll bounce back to dispatch or call back. Just tell her that you’d like to leave a tip for Josephine and the amount. She’ll email me and let me know. As we progress through calls and assignments you’ll learn more about the dynamic of dominance and submission. When you’re ready you’ll go on to introduce a girlfriend, wife or seek out a lifestyle relationship with a dominant woman.

Regardless of the reason why you call or what makes you explode, I’m here to help you have the best experience you can have during a phone sex call. In fact it excites me to weave this beautiful plan to rock your world to the point that you are addicted to the sound of my voice and the sexy things I can teach you. (wink) So lighten up and let’s have some hot talk and earth shattering orgasms.

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There was an interesting topic started at the Sissy School forum click here about sissies and cuckolding. The first part of it is a bit slow and then it gets deeper after a thought provoking reply from a user. I thought it would be great to have my intelligent subscribers join in on a new conversation. You are free to post comments below and or post in the forum. Posting in the forum requires registration.

So I am starting a new topic for this NEW discussion called:  Gender Journey ~ Complexities and Manifestations

The exchange I am looking for is gender exploration and the differences between a sissy, crossdresser, transvestite, shemale, etc. I don’t believe that anyone clearly defines this and that there are subtle differences in each person.  This is why I’m curious and want to know how it makes YOU feel and the activities you engage while in “mode” such as how you dress, what you masturbate to, humiliation, forced bi and cuckolding.

Personally I have always felt that there were “other” gender’s and that genitalia has very little to do with how we manifest sexually. I think a lot of people fight it, stay in the closet and those that are brave enough to take the first steps might struggle and fight it.  This is why role-play, humiliation, forced bi, cuckolding and other fetishes become part of it.  I agree it’s hot, kinky and no one loves this more than me, however I can’t help but wonder if it’s a type of “permission” to release this inner person inside of you.

There’s more I want to say but I’d really like to do this in the forum and an intelligent inactive exchange. What say you?

Gender Journey ~ Complexities and Manifestations

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I decided to start writing and recording some of my favorite fantasies I enjoy doing over the phone. Over the next few weeks you’ll be able to check the “Buy Audio Session MP3″ area and read my hot fantasies AND you can even purchase the MP3 to download and listen to over and over. Instructions at the end of this script

Cuckolding My Sissy

In this fantasy I want you to sit back, get into a comfortable position…close your eyes, take a deep breath, exhale and relax. It’s all about your mind and imagination. Light some candles, dim the lights get comfortable and relax… just relax… it’s just me and you.

For the past 6 months we have been talking and emailing. Finally  I agree to allow you to come visit me, however I tell you that the only way you can come is to agree to serve me at ANY capacity I see fit. This means that you will deny me nothing.

There you stand completely expose. I begin to inspect your body using the tip of the riding crop.

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The day finally arrives. You’re excited and yet so very nervous. Your car pulls up to the driveway. You can barely walk because your cock is so hard. You ring the bell and wait. When I open the door I take your breath away. I am even more beautiful in person. My long blonde hair is pinned up on top of my head with sexy curls falling about my face. I have on a short black skirt, a very sexy sheer white button down blouse. You can see the outline of my white lacy bra trough my blouse. I have on a pair of black patent leather high heel mules. My toes perfectly manicured and my sexy legs, tanned, toned and smooth. I’m holding a leather riding crop. I’m smiling and my beautiful blue eyes dance.

“Hurry up come in and close the door.” I command.

You step into the foyer closing the door behind you. Your body is shaking…your breath rapid. I order you to strip naked. There you stand completely expose. I begin to inspect your body using the tip of the riding crop. I trail it across your naked flesh… it touches your chest, your nipples, your hard cock, your loaded balls, your back, your ass… then without warning I pull the crop back and smack you on your bare ass.

” Did that hurt????” (laughing)

I then walk around to the front of you. I get very close and while looking deeply into your eyes, with a devilish smile I reach down and grab your hard cock.

“This cock belongs to me. Even though it’s not as large as I normally like them, in fact it’s quite small…BUT its still mine and as agreed you will serve me at any capacity I see fit.”

Still holding your small cock I begin to pull you, leading you by your  cock into the bathroom. I then order you to get into the shower. I stand there with the shower hose squirting you. I hand you a razor and order you to shave your cock and balls… shave your legs too.  I want all that nasty BOY hair removed from your body. Silky smooth. Once you are shaved I order you to turn around, place your hands on the tile wall and bend over giving your ass to me. You feel a cold nozzle penetrate your ass and then warm water flushing the inside of you. Once you are clean, inside and out, shaved I order you to get out of the shower. Completely dry I reach into the bathroom drawer. I pull out a pretty little pink leather cock ring with a tiny bell attached. I attach this around your little cock and balls. Once again I look deeply into your eyes smiling as I grab your cock.

“This is much too small to be considered a cock, therefore sissy cuck we will make this a clitty. From now on you will refer to this small thing as Mistress’s tiny little clitty.”

I then reach back into the drawer and pull out a small pink butt plug. I reach between your legs and insert it into your ass, holding it in place.

“This hole sissy will now be known as Mistress Josephine’s sissy pussy. I’m going to place this butt plug in it to make sure you are mindful of your place in my world. From now on you’ll always have SOMETHING stuffed in that nasty little whore hole.”

I then take you into my bedroom. Lying on the bed is a cute little sissy ensemble.

“Let’s get you dressed sissy.”

First, a pair of pretty white lacy stay up stockings. These are extra special because they have a white satin ribbon and bow at the top. Very very sissified.  Next a pair of pretty pink rumba panties. I just love full bottomed panties. Awwww how sweet! I bet you just love the feel of those silky panties against your little clitty, don’t you? (laughing) Oh and look I even got you a pretty pink training bra. Let’s get this on you and pull those little titties together. Wow you are really starting to look cute sissy! I have a cute little dress just for you. It’s a pink taffeta party dress with a built in sissy petticoat. See all these pretty ruffles??? It’s very short so when you bend over even the slightest little bit your ruffled panties will show! (laughing)

But let’s finish getting you ready… I have a very special friend coming over. I want you to look extra pretty. I’m going to put a big pink bow in your hair and a cute pair of 4 inch heels.

Suddenly the doorbell rings…

“I think you better hurry sissy and answer the door! Don’t keep my date waiting!”

You’re so embarrassed! As you run towards the door the bell on your little clitty jingles. You try not to fall in your high heels and mess up your pretty party dress. Once you get to the door you open it and standing there is a beautiful man. He’s tall, dark and soooooo handsome. He walks in, looks at you and starts to chuckle.

“Who are you?”

You tell him that your Goddess Josephines sissy.

Again he smiles and chuckles. He then gets a serious look on his face and orders you to kneel down and kiss his boots. You’re so very nervous. He’s such a strong REAL man and you’re just a puny little sissy. As you’re bent over he reaches over with his large man hands and smacks you on the ass. “I’m going tap that!” he tells you.

“Now slut go get me a beer.” He orders you.

You rush to the kitchen to get him a beer. When you return I am sitting on the sofa in the den next to my handsome bull. I’ve changed into sexy lingerie. I have on sheer black stockings with seams, a sexy black garter belt, a pretty black lace bra, black silky matching panties and a pair of black patent leather stilettos. You slowly approach.

“Sissy show my date your pretty party dress. Go ahead turn around and model it for him.”

Humiliated you slowly turn showing off the pink taffeta dress.

“Now sissy show him your pretty little panties.”

Slowly you lift the skirt on your party dress. Your face is warm and flushed. You can’t believe I’m making you show your sissy panties to this man.

My handsome date begins to chuckle.

“Pretty pink panties but what is that little thing sticking out of your pink panties?” He asks while he laughs.

“Go ahead sissy pull your panties down and show him what you’ve got in those pretty pink sissy panties.”

You pull down your silky pink panties revealing your tiny clitty.

“Hmmmm what the hell is that?” The man asks as he points at the little nub between your legs.

“Go ahead sissy tell him what it is.”

Without thinking you tell him it’s your cock. We both start laughing hysterically.

“No no silly sissy it’s NOT a cock, its a little clitty. I told you this already. There is no way that little tiny piece of flesh could ever be a cock.” I tell you.

I then reach over, unzip my Bull lovers pants and pull out a huge 9 inch cock.

“THIS sissy is a REAL MAN and this is what a cock is supposed to look like! Now get down on your knees, crawl over here and suck this man meat!”

You get down on your knees and crawl over to the monster cock. It isn’t even hard  and it’s still so much larger then yours. You begin by licking his huge balls knowing that in those balls is a load of cum. You then take your tongue and slide it up the shaft of that huge cock while holding the base in your hand. You feel it begin to grow even larger. You twirl your tongue around the huge mushroom head. It’s beginning to swell. You then pucker your lips and that big bull cock penetrates your mouth. You feel it slide over your lips, over your tongue and into the back of your throat. Within moments you begin to taste his pre-cum melt on the back of your tongue.

“That’s it sissy… suck a real man’s cock. Get that big cock ready for me to fuck my wet pussy. Something you’ll never get to do.”

You moan and suck as the big bull cock slides in and out of your mouth.

“Stop hogging that cock sissy. I’m ready to fuck it!”

I stand up, take off my panties and turn to straddle that big cock cowgirl style with my back to his face. I then lower my wet shaved pussy down onto his big cock. I reach over, grab your head and pull your mouth to my clit.

“Lick my pussy slut!” I order you.

I smash your face against my pussy as I ride the big bull cock. Your face is covered in a mixture of pre-cum and pussy juice. You smell the scent of sex and it makes your little clitty throb. You hear me screaming in ecstasy as the large cock fucks my pussy. Finally his huge cock cums deep inside my hot cunt. I then push you over so hard that you fall back onto the floor. I stand up, straddle your face and smash my cum filled pussy right onto your face.

“Suck his cum from my cream pie sissy!” I order as I smother your face.

Suddenly you feel your skirt lifted, your legs being forced open and your panties are ripped off.

“Open your legs sissy and let my lover fuck that nasty little whore hole!”

You feel his large cock sliding up and down the crack of your tight little virgin hole. You then feel the head pop inside and he slowly bobs back and forth going deeper and deeper inside of you. His huge monster cock is buried inside your little sissy pussy. My pussy smashes against your face as cum oozes into your mouth. As he fucks you his big man hand grabs your little clitty and begins to stroke it. He begins fucking you faster and faster.

“I’m going to shoot my cum into your little sissy hole.” He moans.

Your clitty is throbbing and ready to explode. You feel his cock drive harder and harder inside of you until suddenly you feel warm hot man cream shoot deep inside your tight fucked hole.

We then get up, take a shower and go out to dinner leaving you used and lying on the floor in a messy party dress.

The End- For NOW

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You’ve had fantasies about public humiliation, being exposed or getting caught BUT you just can’t take that first step and worry that you might get arrested or see someone you know.  You also have to get over the mental block that tells you you’re slap ass crazy! (laughing) Meanwhile you’re pulling away at . . . → Read More: The RUSH of Public Humiliation – How to do it safely & still make your dick hard]]>

You’ve had fantasies about public humiliation, being exposed or getting caught BUT you just can’t take that first step and worry that you might get arrested or see someone you know.  You also have to get over the mental block that tells you you’re slap ass crazy! (laughing) Meanwhile you’re pulling away at your cock in panties fantasizing about a group of women pointing and laughing at you.

There are simple solutions for you to try, however its just no fun doing it alone.  This is why its good to team up with one of the mistresses here at LDW.  We enjoy helping you plan the perfect public outing and if earn a reward.

Here are a few fun simple ideas for those of you just starting out.

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Assignments

Buying Panties

Buying panties is a simple assignment that anyone can do.  Even if your first time.  For your first time you should go to a department store.  Go into the ladies dept and look for the ladies lingerie.  Of course a sales woman will probably approach you to ask you if you need help.  Tell her that you’re there to buy panties for your wife. Of course she’ll ask you what size she is. Tell her that your wife is about “your size”. Of course she may look at you funny, at first but she’ll certainly help you. You are not the first man to ever buy panties and many times you’ll get someone that is going to have a little fun with it.  If she seems freaked out or put off then leave, however this rarely happens.  Once you buy your new pretty panties take them home, put a pair on and masturbate thinking about your adventure.

Panty Expose’

Now that you have your new wearing  pretty panties wear them under your boys clothes out to work or shopping. Imagine people looking at you and they somehow know you’re wearing panties.  If you want to be really daring you can put on a pair of white pants with dark red or black panties so that they show through.  Another fun thing to do is wear fishnet or some other sexy stocking under your pants but NO socks. Then when you sit down your  pant leg will lift revealing your stockings.  FUN FUN!

Pick YOUR Cock Size

You don’t have to be a sissy to enjoy this one. Go to the adult sex toy store. Tell them you need to purchase a large dildo. You will also tell them, as they show you the selection, that its for your wife….your cock is too small ( small penis humiliation) and if they have something that will fit over your small penis. OR tell them that your wife wants to fuck you and you’re looking for a starter cock so it won’t hurt you. I love this trip!

I’ll come back later and post some more. Maybe you have some to share? Remember these are for our friends just starting out BUT feel free to share ALL your ideas! Post in comments below.